If only I could retrace these lines

In my hands,

Maybe they would have led me

To the fallen meteor

Whose ferritin streams my veins.

I would have found out why

These circlet of stars watched over ,

breathed in

all the vulnerability I exhaled

And gave birth to nebulas.

And how when I thought I have lost people to the cogwheels of time

They found me and promised to stay.

If only I could decipher,

The language this universe speaks

Maybe I could have known

the segment of reality that holds me.

Maybe I could have found out

Why the stars aligned

How all this looks like ,

a cobweb of serendipities

strung into a rosary

And why even when I cease to seek,

These lines that lead to you ,

Find me.